Unpredictable , but in the end was right?

what a pathetic mood by now

:'(

because of ... then ...

I'm just depressed with myself , because if i'm the winner , i will be proud of myself , LOL! In the end , I lost , I'd lost because I'm lack of confidence ..My mom did nag me to study before exam starts , but I just study a little bit and guess what? My examination results sucks like hell dude !

By choosing Malacca and climbing to the Johor trips .. I didn't go any of it . The reasons? hmm
most of them don't know but I'm gonna tell anyway :) since my mom did not go Maldive with my ahyi , so I decided to company her even though that she always said " Its ok , its ok "
Dont mind if I said that x)
and please don't said that I'm finding excuses of not going eh..